I Mumbled: Being Bipolar

Nah I'm not bipolar. Well I do have my own 'f**k it's so hard to wear this jeans now I'm going to be moody all day long' or 'why does it have to be so f**king hot in here?' moment but that's a pretty strong reason to get mad, no?

Anyway. I feel kinda depressed now. I don't know why. Tomorrow will be my last day doing my pre-practicum at school but to be honest I'm not that attached to this programme or to the school. I'm not saying it's a bad or bleh or anything-that-indicates-the-word-'bad' experience la tapi I can say I'm not that involved la with this school and the staff - probably (or maybe memang pon) it's my fault for being too quiet and superior being the youngest teacher there.

Anyway. Maybe it's the routine. I mean, I've been doing this for a month now and maybe I'll miss getting up early in the morning and watching those students menjalani their school-life (which I really miss).... Maybe it's the students kowt. You know students are kinda like kids. When they're in school they always can't wait to get out of there, konon-konon nye lebeyh bebas la. Huh. Wait until you go to university and have to do everything by yourself without having your parents for you to go when you need comforting or back you up. Wait until you have to work your ass off to tanggung, well your ass.

Anyway. Ape aku merepek nih? Knape aku speak Manglish? Well this suppose to be an announcement post la. I'm just going to say that I'll not be posting for a week (Maybe. Hopefully) because I wanna focus on my report-writing (Which is ,like, a lot, UNLIKE those reports you do in SCHOOL. See, kids?) and finish my diary (actually I prefer 'journal' more than 'diary') and try to find a f**king job cause now I'm broke T.T

Hey, maybe that's why I'm depressed!

(ps: bile depressed suke sgt dgr lagu nih wakk!!)

Adele-Rolling In The Deep

I Mumbled: Just Bought New Books!!!

So seblom tgok movie tadi I wandered around BP Mall and went to my favorite store- Popular Bookstore. Heh. And then ternampakla dorang jual buku nih scare 'bundle'. And what make me excited the most was that buku yg diorang jual scare bundle tu trmasokla buku yg I've been looking for all this while: Mary Shelley - Frankenstein. Excited gilakkk!!!

I remembered dedulu mse kat high school sume org g rhat n ak g library bace buku (cam baek sgt tpi citer sbnarnye is that my library tu trletak depan kantin so seblom g library tu g kantin dulu untuk beli jaja untuk dseludup dlm library. Muahahahahahahahaha!!) and I remembered the first book that I read is Frankenstein. Sbab ak ade mslh ngan kad library ak (read: trhilangkan buku) so ak tableyh la pnjam buku trsebut. So tiap2 kali habes rehat ak akn ltak buku tu kt satu tmpat spesifik n smbung bace blk time rehat besoknye.. And guess what? Tiap2 kali ak dtg library rehat esoknye tuh, msti buku tu mseh ade kat situ. Huh. Nmpak sgt librarian mkn gaji bute. :p

So I've told you earlier that I bought all those books bundle-y kan, so let see what else I bought

Frankenstein by Mary Shelley

Robinson Crusoe by Daniel Defoe

Never read this one. But I read the synopsis and it's kinda like Lost or something. But I'm pretty sure no smoke monster will be involved.

Gulliver's Travels by Jonathan Swift

This one is a sad case. I know it's a good book but thanks to Jack Black, I've already had a bad impression about it.

Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens

I've read this one too but I don't remember it being that long. 52 chapters!! ><

Ah..... For collection's sake...

And if you're wondering why I'm writing this post in bahasa pasar, that's because I'm feeling happy right now. And when I feel happy, I don't give a fuck about what other people think about my language.

Next: Movie The Priest

I Mumbled: One Saturday Evening

So I had just had my (very) late lunch and taken my bath (because it's terribly warm today). Oh what an evening. As I'm trying to find my inspiration what to write on Lady Gaga-s latest music vid, Judas and taking mind notes on how I'd celebrate Mother's Day tomorrow, I wondered a little.

What my life would be like, 10 years from now? I imagine I'd live in an apartment in the city with it walls colored elegant, dove gray. And then every weekend I'll make myself brunch. The main dishes is not what matters to me. It's the dessert. I imagine I'd finish my meal with a fruit salad dgn campuran banana, strawberry, mango and maybe kiwi. And maybe a little guava for a little crunchy-ness. Hahahaha. But to think again about it, maybe it'll taste weird. I mean, guava and strawberry? Mango and kiwi? Hmmm... Then I'd spend my afternoon sitting on the balcony, trying to write, or draw or design something. If not maybe I'd go out for some window shopping or maybe I'll do my favorite activity - cleaning! Ah.... Life as a single adult. How lonely yet so well-planned and organized.. Everyday also do the same thing. No kids making noises and messes, no siblings to bother you around and annoy the living shit out of you...

This is the closest that I got from my imagination.

This too. But mine would look simpler (this one look mewah) and less semak, you know, with all the furniture and stuff. Tak suke la. Payah nak bersihkan.

 Can't wait for it to happen ^^

Oh and I'm watching this old Hindi movie la kan with Kajol and Shah Rukh Khan in it. I think they're a wonderful duo la. Ah... How I miss the good ol' Bollywood movies. Bollywood movies yg skang2 ni x besh! And then I wondered again and I came out with a love quote:

"What's the best thing that could ever happen to two people in love than tackiness and cheesiness?"

Can you imagine, tetibe ur prince tercongok dpan pintu n told u he loves you. Or maybe suddenly the woman of ur dream told you yg slame ni pown die da lame pndam her feelings towards you? Tacky. But beautiful when you're in love. ^^

See? Cheesy.

Ola worrrrldsss....

Hye people. This is my first post here, in my new blog. I'm sorry as I have no other thing to say. After this I'll post a few things about the movies that I watched last week and on the books that I've finished reading some times ago (Insyaallah kalo I don't procrastinate).

Mind the background. My younger sis chose it for me - as I'm not as expert as her in this blogging thingy. Anyway I'll keep this blog as simple as I can; no glittery2 or snow2 stuff bgai2 tuh. Tak suke arr...

If you're interested in visiting my old Wordpress blog you can click here. Sayang gak nk tgl blog tuh sbab da bnyak gak bnde I post in there tpi sbab wordpress x mndapat smbutan so I'll let go je la.. Huhuhuhu.

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